1st January 2010 , Sunny Friday Morning

Wow! Gosh! Time flies …. It’s already 2010 . I do not know why I feel like the celebration of new year 2009 , yes I mean from 2008 to 2009 ,  just happened yesterday . Perhaps, I missed so much on the past. Well, what to do , time won’t wait for us , life goes on , we just have to keep moving on.

As I composed this , it is  about 9 hours (GMT +0800)  past of 2010 already . However, I believe it is still not too late for me to say good bye and wave farewell to 2009 as some parts on the Earth still yet to be “propagated” to 2010.

Aih…2009 … an “emotional” year for me. There were 2 misunderstandings which regret me the MOST.

First is I don’t know maybe I had said or done something wrong. This has made some of my colleagues to hate me . Yeah, I know you hate me. No matter what , I still treat you all as friends. I am always feeling MORE than love to , to help you if you need any assistance. I admit that I’m “心直口快” (frank and outspoken) sometimes and came out with words which had hurt your heart. I really would like to apologize for that if it had happened so. Hey friends, if you need a treat for this , just be in mind that I am always MORE than love to to spend, as long as you do not get mad on me. Hey , it is 2010 already, just let the unhappiness remained on 2009. Is it alright ?

Second, aih…Love story ? No ler, frankly, I do not know much about love. I just follow and listen to my HEART. What is love ? Well, love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction (“I love my husband”). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. Huhu, text copied from wikipedia. 

Alright , alright … back to the topic. Yes, I would love to apologize to her. I really did not know what I had done wrong until she seems to hate me so much. I really wish that she can still be my good friend, where actually I always just treated her as my good friend only all the times. Yes, as the same, I am always more than love to to assist if she need any assistance.

Lastly, this is the person I really really really would LOVE to apologize to, on the MOST . I did not know how the feeling started. It just happened . I hope she TRUST me that I had NEVER EVER LIE to her. This is true TRUE. I knew that both of us knew that your feeling to me had gone sometime ago. I cross my heart , I have NEVER EVER dumped anyone in my life . Aih….thing just does not happen . She might don’t know that I had been feeling sooooo upset when there were no responses from her.

But still friend right ? The good one ? I really wish her to FORGIVE me. I just feel that she is still getting mad on me. Anyway, as the same, I am always super duper more than love to spend her a treat…from ice-cream,  Daorae Korean , Sushi King  … to compact camera or iPhone maybe … just name it as long as it helps to make her to feel BETTER I am always MORE than willing to to help if she need any assistance.

I do not wish to carry the “GUILT” to 2010. To all the readers, thanks for dropping by and wishing you all to have great 2010 year ahead ! May all your DREAMS come TRUE !

~Finished