1st January 2010 , Sunny Friday Morning

Wow! Gosh! Time flies …. It’s already 2010 . I do not know why I feel like the celebration of new year 2009 , yes I mean from 2008 to 2009 ,  just happened yesterday . Perhaps, I missed so much on the past. Well, what to do , time won’t wait for us , life goes on , we just have to keep moving on.

As I composed this , it is  about 9 hours (GMT +0800)  past of 2010 already . However, I believe it is still not too late for me to say good bye and wave farewell to 2009 as some parts on the Earth still yet to be “propagated” to 2010.

Aih…2009 … an “emotional” year for me. There were 2 misunderstandings which regret me the MOST.

First is I don’t know maybe I had said or done something wrong. This has made some of my colleagues to hate me . Yeah, I know you hate me. No matter what , I still treat you all as friends. I am always feeling MORE than love to , to help you if you need any assistance. I admit that I’m “心直口快” (frank and outspoken) sometimes and came out with words which had hurt your heart. I really would like to apologize for that if it had happened so. Hey friends, if you need a treat for this , just be in mind that I am always MORE than love to to spend, as long as you do not get mad on me. Hey , it is 2010 already, just let the unhappiness remained on 2009. Is it alright ?

Second, aih…Love story ? No ler, frankly, I do not know much about love. I just follow and listen to my HEART. What is love ? Well, love is any of a number of emotions related to a sense of strong affection and attachment. The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction (“I love my husband”). This diversity of uses and meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states. Huhu, text copied from wikipedia. 

Alright , alright … back to the topic. Yes, I would love to apologize to her. I really did not know what I had done wrong until she seems to hate me so much. I really wish that she can still be my good friend, where actually I always just treated her as my good friend only all the times. Yes, as the same, I am always more than love to to assist if she need any assistance.

Lastly, this is the person I really really really would LOVE to apologize to, on the MOST . I did not know how the feeling started. It just happened . I hope she TRUST me that I had NEVER EVER LIE to her. This is true TRUE. I knew that both of us knew that your feeling to me had gone sometime ago. I cross my heart , I have NEVER EVER dumped anyone in my life . Aih….thing just does not happen . She might don’t know that I had been feeling sooooo upset when there were no responses from her.

But still friend right ? The good one ? I really wish her to FORGIVE me. I just feel that she is still getting mad on me. Anyway, as the same, I am always super duper more than love to spend her a treat…from ice-cream,  Daorae Korean , Sushi King  … to compact camera or iPhone maybe … just name it as long as it helps to make her to feel BETTER I am always MORE than willing to to help if she need any assistance.

I do not wish to carry the “GUILT” to 2010. To all the readers, thanks for dropping by and wishing you all to have great 2010 year ahead ! May all your DREAMS come TRUE !

~Finished

12th December 2009 ,  Late Evening

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
‘Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I’m left with nothing

‘Cause maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
‘Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, we’re leaving

And maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it’s true, that I can’t live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you’ve already got me coming undone
And I’m thinking

Oooh I can’t live without you
‘Cause baby two is better than one
There’s so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I’ve figured out with all that’s said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one

~Finished

12th December 2009 , Hot and Sunny Saturday

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you
& I’m wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I’m all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I’m fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It’s been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can’t do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain’t like that
Why can’t you look at me, you’re still in love with me
Don’t leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can’t we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won’t be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I’m fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it’s the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I’m fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I’ll wait for you

I’ll Be Waiting.

~Finished…

8th Dec 2009, Early morning , 1 am

Bad Bad Insomnia …. Feeling lumps on throat …whatcha say ???

[Chorus]
wha- wha- what did she say
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
of course it is

[Verse 1]
I was so wrong for so long
only tryin´ to please myself (myself)
girl i was caught up in her lust
when i don´t really want no one else
so no i know i should of treated you better
but me and you were meant to last forever

[Hook]
so let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
to really be your man
cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
i just didn´t know what to do
but when i become a star we´ll be living so large
i´ll do anything for you
so tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say)
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 2]
how could i live with myself
knowing that i let our love go (love go)
and ooh when i do with one chance
i just gotta let you know
i know what i did wasn´t clever
but me and you we´re meant to be together

[Hook]
so let me in (let me in) give me another chance (another chance)
to really be your man
cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
i just didn´t know what to do
but when i become a star we´ll be living so large
i´ll do anything for you
so tell me girl

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

[Verse 3]
girl tell me whatcha said (said)
i don´t want you to leave me
though you caught me cheatin´
tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
i really need you in my life
cuz things ain´t right girl
tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
i don´t want you to leave me
though you caught me cheatin´
tell me tell me whatcha said (said)
i really need you in my life
cuz things ain´t right

[Hook]
cause when the roof cave in and the truth came out
i just didn´t know what to do
but when i become a star we´ll be living so large
i´ll do anything for you
so baby watcha say!

[Chorus]
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
Mmmm that it´s all for the best?
of course it is
Mmmm whatcha say
Mmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say (whatcha say whatcha say)
wha- wha- wha- wha- what did she say

~ Yet another sleepless night …

2nd Dec 2009 , Early morning or should I say late night

Watched this from TV and love it .;)

I wasn’t perfect
I’ve done a lot of stupid things
Still no angel
I wasn’t looking for forgiveness
Wasn’t laid out by my pride
Shocked by her attention
And someone signed me up for love
I didn’t want it
And now I can’t live without it

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

She’s kind of perfect
She’s kind of everything I’m not
Yeah, she’s an angel
And it’s amazing how she’s patient
Even more at times I’m not
She’s my conscience
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

She changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
And who decided I’d be hers
I wanna hate them
Cos now I can’t live without her

Oh, and she changed my life
She cleaned me up
She found my heart
Like only a woman can
She pulls me up
When she knows I’m sad
She knows her man
Like only a woman can

Like only a woman can
Like only a woman can
Like only a woman
Like only a woman can

~Finished